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crossdrssin!!

dj rebrand teehee

Now put that on a poster and sell it you your mother !

Photographer:
Garments:
Hair:
assistant: .gerrard

shout out to the diva in the first photo who I never saw again , you and your boyfriend were hot 🥵

2025

Last time this year, I made it my New Year’s resolution and promise to be as creative as possible despite social media algorithms and productivity. I really pushed myself to do things that I love and that bring me joy.

Doing socials for a while, I lost my love for makeup because I felt like I had to do it in a way that algorithms liked. I started to hate it, and I really wanted to repair my relationship with makeup and creativity in general.

I started wearing the makeup I would keep to myself in my room and wore it out, and I also dressed how I liked.

I’m 27 now, and I feel like there’s this expectation to be done with enthusiasm and expression now that I’m adulting. But I realised this year that till the day I am deceased, I refuse to stop being freaky and corny lol.

When the world feels like it’s becoming increasingly hostile, I’ve made it a point to turn myself up to 100 and not abandon me or my inner child. As a teen and a child, all the people I looked up to were outrageous, fabulous, and utterly themselves.
Now that I’m an adult, I know it’s my turn.

This year I got diagnosed with ADHD, figured out I’m autistic, grew out my hair, shaved off my brows, leaned into my gender expression, had no alcohol for one year, DJ’ed a bunch, started a sound production diploma, and had my DL c*ck era (DL era over now… I hope).

This process has also been really painful and confusing in becoming more me. I became really angry and depressed (which you can probably see in the makeup lol). All the pent up rage and people pleasing from being a model minority Filipino in white Australia came to the surface. All the grief from feeling like a q***r neurodivergent freak was expressed lol, and it was scary.

Anyway, that’s pretty much it!!! lol

Feeling proud for pushing through and challenging myself, and I really know I’m just getting started.

Now I’m gonna work on some new goals, maybe some more specific ones. ❤️

Played some girlie pop techno this week and the dance floor ate it up!!

Quick lil 25 minute set in my bio ❤️

August

wow been so busy studying, low key forgetting about bi c**k. Also realising how much less I ruminate when I’m busy ! Also ways less selfies lmao.

Definitely a challenge going back to school while being super adhd and autistic , but doing the damn thing. And honestly surprised that my brain still works (thank you medication ) Period !!!

All picture are me of the present ❤️