Mostly Chaotic

Today Was A Whole Mood (And Not The Good Kind)

Woke up this morning with that familiar, dreaded ache in my stomach. Thought maybe it was just a bad dream, but nope 😰period cramps decided to crash my sleep. Took the medicine, but you know that agonizing wait for it to kick in? Felt like an eternity 😩😩

Finally dragged myself to the shower, thinking a good scrub would reset my soul. Shampooed, conditioned, felt human again... until I looked down. Why was my hair feeling like straw? Turns out, the water tank was being cleaned, and I had just showered in straight-up kalo pani (black water). Not once, not twice, but multiple times before I realized. 1 hour of shivering in that cold later, I was officially over it.Now yo I've caught cold as well 😑

Managed to have lunch, crashed hard, and took a nap. Woke up feeling okay... and then BAM. Round two of cramps. Back to square one, reaching for the medicine again.🙃🙃

But here’s the thing that hit me today: Through all this whining about my own pain, I looked over at my mother. 🤗🤗

Her legs are in constant, continuous pain. Every single day. Yet, she never stops. She does everything 🥺the house, the cooking, and still manages to offer all her prayers without a single complaint. She is my absolute idol. 🫡✊

It made me realize how we complain about a few hours of discomfort, while she carries that weight silently, 24/7. 🫡 And it got me thinking about all the mothers out there. The pain they must have endured during childbirth... just thinking about it gives me chills (and not the cold-shower kind).🥶🥶

Today was a mess. But it was also a reminder to be tougher, and to be so, so grateful.

To all the mothers out there.. 🌻( my mom) 🫡 you are the real superheroes. ❤️

Fahmida Hossain

Mostly Chaotic started because of my little sister’s inspiration. 🤍 I’ve had so many things in my mind that I wanted to write about, so many little moments I wanted to share, but life has been moving so fast lately. I come home from office, take a shower, eat, and fall asleep. Somewhere in between all of this, I forgot to make time for myself.

But I think I need to change that now. I need to start doing little things that make me happy again, even if it’s something as simple as having a tub of ice cream after a long day. 🥹🍦

Today, after leaving the office, I suddenly felt like having ice cream. I told Abbu, and without asking anything, he simply said, “Order it.” 🥺 Maybe these little moments are what I need right now. The little things that remind me that I deserve to enjoy my own life too.

So I thought, why not start being active on Mostly Chaotic again with something I genuinely love? Food, little moments, and honest reviews. Maybe this is my tiny step towards making time for myself again. 🤎

Tried two Savoy’s Premium Tubs today, and here’s my honest take! 🍨✨

🍫 Savoy Chocolate Fudge
Rich, creamy, and intensely chocolatey! The fudge flavour has a lovely deep cocoa taste without being overly sweet. Perfect for anyone who loves a proper chocolatey dessert. 9/10 🤎🍫

🍨 Savoy Butterscotch with Cashew Crackles
Creamy and smooth with that classic buttery butterscotch flavour. The cashew crackles add a lovely crunch and make every bite more interesting. A delicious combination of creamy, nutty, and caramel-like flavours. 8.5/10 🍯🥜✨

Maybe it’s just ice cream to someone else, but today it felt like a tiny act of choosing myself. 🤍