A broken mother

It’s very upsetting that I dedicated all my life fighting for my children in return get nothing but problems😩 I’m not happy that’s not what I wanted I wanted my struggle to be appreciated cause I could have walked away a lot of times I stood there and fought for my children all 9 of them only to be miserable alone lonely abandoned traumatized it hurt this a pain that’s indescribable

I hate this relationship I have been in since August of 2021 I have lost myself it has been a hard 4 years I lost myself my children who I was dating and being in a relationship with a narcissist he has torn me down mentally physically emotionally spiritually I allowed myself to stay here not being strong enough today I am strong enough I am so hurt but I will heal this guy never meant my children or I any good being an ugly person inside and out get you no where 😇

#2026
Words for productive, strong Tuesday ✨
💫Terrific: Excellent, wonderful.
🌟Thriving: Growing, prosperous, doing well.
⭐️Tenacious: Persistent, determined.
🤩Tireless: Energetic, never tiring.
😇Triumphant: Victorious, successful.
☺️Thorough: Detailed, careful.
😊Time-saving: Efficient, quick.

🗣️Words for calm and positive Tuesday🌤️
☺️Tranquil: Peaceful, calm.
🫶🏾Thoughtful: Considerate, reflective.
🦾Trustworthy: Reliable, dependable.
✨Tender: Gentle, mild.
🌤️Timely: Happening at the right time, opportune.
🙌🏽Words for transformative or impactful Tuesday🧘🏾‍♀️
🌅Transformative: Causing significant change.🌆
🤗Transcendent: Exceeding ordinary limits.
✨Therapeutic: Healing, calming.
🙌🏽Tangible: Real, concrete (as in tangible progress). ☺️

🗣️Sometimes I inspire myself, like girl you went through all that & kept going!!! ❤️🥹

We are here to listen love heal grow……. BE NICE TODAY SOMEONE MAY NEED IT✨

🗣️Why I Created This Group✨

I created this group because I am a broken mother… and I’m tired of being silent.

I am a mother of 9 children and 3 grandchildren.
I have lived through drug abuse, s*x addiction, trauma, abandonment, foster care, and loss.
I have lost children.
I have loved wrong because I never learned how to love myself right.
I have carried pain from my mother, from men, from life, and from myself.

I didn’t grow up with safety.
I didn’t grow up with guidance.
I grew up surviving.

I had 9 children by 7 different men, not because I didn’t care — but because I didn’t know how to care for myself.
I searched for love in broken places.
I stayed where I should’ve left.
I became what pain taught me.

And still… I became a mother.

I have made mistakes that hurt me and hurt my children.
I have lost children to the system.
I have battled addiction.
I have battled my mind.
I have battled shame.

But I am still here.

I created this group because I want healing — not just for me, but for women like me.
Women who mother while broken.
Women who love while bleeding.
Women who are trying to change even though they were never shown how.

This group is where I will tell my story — not to be praised, but to be honest.
Not to be perfect, but to be real.
Not to hide my past, but to heal from it.

I created this group because:
• I want peace
• I want healing
• I want growth
• I want to help others while helping myself

If you’ve ever:
• Been addicted
• Been abused
• Been abandoned
• Been a broken parent
• Lost your children
• Lost yourself
• Wanted to be better but didn’t know how

Then this group is for you.

I’m not here as a teacher above you.
I’m here as a woman walking with you.

We will heal out loud.
We will grow together.
And we will prove that broken doesn’t mean finished.