Hydration Angel by Evelyn

The struggles of a nerdy woman trying to achieve some fitness 😂

Gym is becoming boring
Same foods every day (almost) has been meh

I get bored and hungry towards the ends of training

But when I see some progress 😱 is that fat getting definition? 😂 lmao 🤣

Also, being told I have a n*arcs wife body 😭 and that I stand the f out 😭💀

Offended at first but have to accept myself as I am 😭💔

Anyhow 🥀

Immediate goal is loose 20 lbs by Dec

I need strength to lift myself up!

Current enemies:
Boredom
Crepes

Advice of the day:
Ego is not your amigo!

The struggles of a nerdy woman trying to achieve some fitness 😂

Gym is becoming boring
Same foods every day (almost) has been meh

I get bored and hungry towards the ends of training

But when I see some progress 😱

Oh boy let me tell you!! 🤩

Also, being told I have a n*arcs wife body 😭 and that I stand the f out 😭💀

Offended at first but have to accept myself as I am 😭💔

No wonder why I got some haters 🥺

Anyhow 🥀

Immediate goal is loose 20 lbs by Dec

I need strength to lift myself up!

Current enemies:
Boredom
Crepes

Advice of the day:
Ego is not your amigo!

Empathy is a luxury not everyone has

If I say this caused me stress, anxiety and concern, the least I expect a loved one to show is care.

But to laugh at my tears or to reprehend me for feeling a certain way is heartbreaking

Sometimes we aren’t alone but we feel lonely

I seek God for healing, peace and motivation

God has sent me amazing people to remind me I am not alone

As I said to a very stressed woman today: you are not alone, you have God and you are stronger than you know since I had been tested many times with lies, rumors, shows of rejection and I know I have God, his grace and power on my side.

Because God don’t come after perfection but for the broken

Blessed Sunday. Have a beautiful and peaceful week ahead.

Well I have great news! And not so great news 🤭

I am happy and thrilled to loose 10 pounds and keep them off now every mirror ain’t safe 🤭

Unfortunately, I found out I have to be 30 pounds lighter in total for a some special training I want to join

Water fasting can get me there asap but is not something I can sustain

Patience and consistency will help me 🙏

And as an act of self love…

I let go off people who don’t hold me safe any longer…

If I feel like I am bothering or insisting

It I feel like isn’t a mutual connection

If I feel like I am not fit for them or their values

It is okay…

I am growing too!

I am meeting the correct people

I am growing in the right places

I am learning what I always asked to learn

I hope they find what they seek but I am not longer reaching out for anything that doesn’t want me back

Being humble, sweet and kind is one thing

But seeing yourself as you truly are and understand you deserve love and respect it doesn’t come from others but from yourself

Is not the art of detachment but the awareness that your energy and time can’t be wasted even in the wrong thoughts

Much love,

Evelyn