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The woman I prayed I’d become is slowly introducing herself. 🤍

Good morning, Honey Bees. 🐝✨

Before the busyness of today begins, I just wanted to remind you…

🤍 Give yourself grace.
🌿 Protect your peace.
☕ Enjoy the little moments.
✝️ Trust God’s timing.

I hope today brings you exactly what your heart needs.

Love, Bee. 🤍

203 days sober.

If I’m honest, sobriety hasn’t made temptation disappear.

I still see it.
I still smell it.
Sometimes it’s right in front of me.

The difference is, I no longer let it decide who I become.

For over half my life, alcohol was my escape. I started using it as a way to cope when I was just a teenager. It became the answer to pain, stress, celebrations, heartbreak… almost everything.

Walking away from something that was part of my identity for so long hasn’t been easy.

There are days when the temptation is real.
Days when my mind tries to convince me that one drink wouldn’t matter.

But then I remember everything God has given me since I laid that version of myself down.

I hear my family tell me,
“We love this Sabrina.”

They tell me they can see the difference.

My children get a mommy who is present.
A mommy who laughs more.
A mommy who’s creating memories instead of losing them.

My husband gets to know me…
not the version of me that always had alcohol in the background, but the woman God has been shaping all along.

And maybe one of the greatest gifts of all…

I finally get to know myself.

Not the woman hiding behind a bottle.
Not the woman running from her pain.

Just me.

For 203 days, I’ve chosen to stay focused.
I’ve chosen to stay humble.
I’ve chosen to trust God one day at a time.

Not because I’m strong enough by myself…

But because every single day, God’s grace has been stronger than my weakness.

If you’re fighting a battle that nobody else can see, please don’t give up.

Freedom isn’t found in never being tempted.

Freedom is choosing, one day at a time, not to go back to the things that almost destroyed you.

203 days.

All by the grace of God.

To God be all the glory. 🤍🙏🏼✝️

Healing will have you looking different without even trying.

Not because your face changes…
but because your heart does.

You start protecting your peace.
You stop chasing things that were never meant for you.
You become softer in some ways and stronger in others.

The transformation isn’t always something you can see in the mirror. Sometimes it’s found in your mindset, your boundaries, your faith, and the way you carry yourself.

Looking back, I’m grateful for every season that brought me here. 🤍✨