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It's been a long day, Daddy! I wasn't going to post anything because I've been trying to bury my feelings. I know I should be used to losing and used to having my heart broken into millions of pieces... but realistically, Daddy, I'm not used to it. I'm so lost without you. I've held back my tears all day because I know that they won't bring you back to me. I miss you so much, and I selfishly wish you were still here with me. I love you enough, though, to let you go and to hold on to the things you taught me and all the memories we shared. Until we meet again... I love you. Happy Birthday, Daddy!

To my Father: Thank you for being my first love, for being my protector, my provider, my prayer partner, my teacher, my inspiration, my everything. I can't express how much these 4 years has hurt me. I am trying my hardest to be strong and remember each lesson you taught me. I miss you everyday. I love you so much!

To my Daddy: Thank you for giving me life. I know that there were things that separated us but know that I never held that against you, I will always be your "Big Baby". For what it's worth daddy you did what
you could and I appreciated it all. I love you and miss you!

To my Father-n-law: From day one you treated me like one of your own. You never introduced me as your daughter-in-law, always as your daughter and that alone spoke volumes for me. Each day without you has been a struggle but I am so thankful that GOD allowed me my time with you. I love you and miss you terribly!

To my Husband and my son's Father: Thank you for my biggest blessing. Thank you for the love that you provide for us daily. I know things have been really rough but there is no one better to go thru the rough patches with. I love u.

Happy Father's Day to my biological brother's (Andrew, Adrian and Andre Linscomb), my adopted brothers (Henry Hamilton and Omar McDowell, Trevis Thibodaux), my awesome uncles (Ronald Smith Sr., Alfred Smith Sr., Robert Smith Jr., Rev. Anthony Smallwood and Antoine Arceneaux), and the best cousins in the universe (Big Daddy, Suga baby, Baby Powder, Kenny, Lil Robert, Piggy, Huggie Bear, TNT, Trey, Ant, Kels, JR, Charles, Rob, Eddie, Tony (RIH), That boi D, Damon). I love you all so much and you all are the best examples of what being a father really is. You stand miles above the rest.

Auntie Punkin Pie!!! So cute!

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Happy Birthday Mama, you would have been 86 this year 😭. I love you and miss you so much. I won't write a long speech because I love you so much and I hate you're not here for me to celebrate.

The one who made this day possible. My whole heart outside my body. The one I can't breathe without.

Today is ALWAYS a hard day for me. I'm reminded that the 2 most important women in my life are gone. I can't get advice from them, I don't have anyone I can talk to that will listen and not judge, I don't have anyone who will stand up for me, I don't have anyone who worries about me or my safety, no one who prays over or for me. I miss them so much. Every single day is a struggle and I barely making it some days. I'm thankful for the time that GOD has given me with them. Even though it wasn't long enough for me.
Happy Mother's Day to both Mamas. I love you and miss you.